I was thinking... Yet Again.
Caringmines prolly coming out to my mum and sister when i did...
she took some of the confidence i had in coing out to people cos i wanted to prove that i was gay... cos of something she said to me.
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Life As We Know It 9"I should probably let you get to class." I said sadly as I pulled away from her neck.Life As We Know It 9
"Awh, do you have to?" she pouted and pulled my hips in to her. I am still getting used to being so close to her, knowing that she wants me back.
"I am not going to be the reason you fail in all your classes. Your family are going to hate me enough as it is."
"They don't have to know." She whispered in my ear before she kissed down my neck.
"Spence, I don't want to stay your little secret." I pulled away far enough that I could see into her eyes.
She sighed. "I know. It's just; I'm not ready t
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Life As We Know It 8It's been a week since Spencer and I talked in the music room. I didn't think it was possible but we got even closer in that time.Life As We Know It 8
There is a thin line between being best friends with someone and actually being with them. Spencer and I have crossed that line many times.
"Hey you!" she said quietly as I sat on the table in front of her at dinner.
"Hey yourself." I smiled as she grinned. She didn't go out with Tony in the end. I am really pleased about that.
"I was thinking," she sighed as she put her head on her hand.
"Careful Spence, that could be dangerous." She looked shocked
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Life As We Know It 7"So I was talking to Toby today in Health." Spencer announced as she fell in to step beside me. I rolled my eyes.Life As We Know It 7
"So?"
"So, he wants to take me out this weekend." She said nervously.
"So? If you want to go then go Spencer, I'm not going to stop you."
"Oh, right ok." I got to my locker and didn't say anything to her. She leaned against the other lockers. "Well, do you mind me going out with him?"
"If it's what you really want Spence, go ahead." I said plainly.
"Ok. Well I guess I will just go and see him." She trailed off quietly before she sighed and walked away. &
by ~01SHANE01
Life As We Know It 6The silence between us was unbearable. I think she knew we needed to talk about something. I think she knew exactly what we needed to talk about but she just wanted to ignore it. How are we supposed to explain how I kissed her, my straight best friend and she kissed me back?Life As We Know It 6
"Spence,"
"Look Ashley," I cringed at the use of my full name. "We kissed. It was amazing, sure, but I'm not gay."
"I never said you were." She sighed and took a seat.
She let out a sigh, moving uncomfortably in her seat. "I'm scared. I feel different around you. Your friends with the real me, I don't have to be someone
by ~01SHANE01
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